27/3. People changes. After 9 months being a good friend of him, the one and only friend, finally he just left. Not really a good friend actually. We cared and loved each other. Hanya dalam sekelip mata, he just left. Huhu. Every story has an end. And my love story ended like this. Setiap yang berlaku pasti ada hikmah. Yes! I've made mistakes but most of all, I've learned. Pertama sekali. Jangan terlalu berharap pada sesuatu yang belum pasti berlaku. Maksud : When a guy said 'I will only love you', 'You're my only one'. 'Saya ikhlas dengan awak'. 'Saya sayang awak sayang sangat'. (haha. Best word to describe is BULLSHIT. Men are always men. Silly me. I thought you meant what you said. Pengajaran : Selagi belum sampai masa untuk berkahwin. Jangan terlalu percaya dan berharap kepada lelaki. Some people aren't loyal to you. They are loyal to their need of you. Once their needs change, so does their loyalty. People asked me "Why is it so hard to trust ?". I asked them back. "Why is it so hard to keep a promise?". Dear ex, I won't block you or delete you from my contacts or social medias. I'm keeping you there, so you're able to see how happy I am without you. And aku pun tak faham jugak apa yang kau cuba tunjuk sekarang ni. Motif kau buat ig and then follow aku. Sebab apa ehh? Nak tunjuk kau bahagia ke ? Gila. I don't give a ****. Never get jealous. (yeke tak jealous). My parents taught me to give my used clothes and toys to the less fortunate people. Such a pity. Dunia tak adil dan kejam. Don't expect people will treat you nicely even you're nice to them. Tapi insyaallah. Akhirat semuanya adil. Have faith in Allah. Last words for you, my dear ex: I hope you're happy with her. Be nice to her. Don't cheat on her. The truth may hurt for a little while but a lie will hurt forever. Jangan lah banyak menipu. (Aku tawu kau banyak menipu tapi aku diamkan je. Sebab sayang. Again, silly me!) Jangan psycho sangat okay. Cuba kurangkan sikit bodoh tu. And for his new girlfriend: Treat him nicely cause he's just a lonely guy. Parents busy. Kau je la tempat dia bercerita. Layankan je lah. Stay beautiful.
You will never find the right person, if you never let go of the wrong one.
People don't appreciate you or know your value until you're gone.
Kedua: Umur 21. Kau dah boleh nampak siapa kawan, siapa lawan. Kadang2 orang yang paling rapat dengan kaulah adalah orang yang sama yang cuba jatuhkan kita, Let's see how far she can go. Dia baik dengan kau. Dia observe and at the same time, she's trying to duplicate your lifestyle. Dear friend, you don't have to be me. Just be who you are. Tak perlu nak bersaing dengan aku pun. Sebab aku tak pernah nak kisah pun apa yang kau ada. Mine is better than yours. Ingatkan nak bersaing dalam study je, takpe. Sebab persaingan sihat kan. Tapi kalau semua benda kau nak sama dengan aku. Apa yang aku ada, semua kau nak ada jugak. Hmmmmm. Something to ponder. Dah cuba husnuzon. Semakin husnuzon, semakin nampak. Entah lah kawan. Tapi kau jugak yang ada time aku susah. Dalam masa yang sama, kau jugak yang cuba compete dengan aku. I'm not interested in competing with anyone. I hope we all make it. Haih, dilema. Ker aku jer yang over-thinking. I don't think so. Berubah lah ehh. Aku penat. Stop okay. One fake friend can do more harm than 10 enemies. Aku dah lama nampak tapi diamkan je. Sebab people won't believe me. I'm used to it.
Fake friends show their true colors when they don't need you anymore. Be aware.
The nicer you are, the easier you're hurt.
You have to let people go. Everyone who's in your life are meant to be in your journey but not all of them are meant to stay till the end.
Surrender to what is, let go of what was, Have Faith In What Will Be.
If Allah intends good for someone, then Allah afflicts him/her with trials. Allah will make everything beautiful at the right place and time for the best reason. Always have faith in Allah.
Whatever happens, life goes on......
Bye.
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